my writing

As a whole, my writing I think is pretty understandable and I can put peoples in my thoughts for a split moment. I try to express myself and what I'm trying to say as best as possible. Its always hard for me to get my point across thru speaking so I try my best when I write. Sometimes I can be talking about one thing and all of a sudden jump to another topic in my writing and I think I have to work on that. I mean, I can understand it but not everyone can and that might lead to people thinking my writing is not very good. Not that I care because my writing is my own personal thing that I share with myself and my thoughts but, when I'm in a class having my teacher and students read what Im saying might be a different story. I think my thoughts and feelings shine through and you can really gasp it all. I think I need to work on putting what Im trying to say in a whole and a complete thought. I usually ask questions in my writing like I'm talking to myself or talking to someone else. I write as if I'm talking to someone and having a conversation with them. Personally I love my writing and dont hold back on anything. It takes me to a world where I cant explain but I'm sure other writes can relate to what I'm trying to say. Its like its just me and the pencil and all the thoughts, feelings, insecurities overflow on my paper. It's amazing and I really treasure everything that comes in play with it all. Alot of times I come to a blank space in my mind where I just feel like I need to stop because my thoughts and what I'm trying to write are overlaping with eachother and I cant get it together and I have to stop because I cant write it. I know what I'm trying to write but its really hard for me to put it in words. Other times I can just ramble on and on about things and never shut up.